Tuesday, December 27, 2005 / Tuesday, December 27, 2005
didnt meet her fer dinner today. as usual. she always giv me last min notice of going fer dinner. haha..but i am like alrdy on my way hme frm wrk..anyway..it had been a tiring day fer me also so i guess its nt a bad idea to go back early to stone.
yep.mum was shocked. but can see tt she's happy to see me hme early fer once..haha..den i dunno why she kept staring/stoning at me? errr..its so freaking..haha..guess she realli miss the lovely daughter of hers..hurrr.
was stuck at the corner of the shop fer the entire day..packing the cardboard and all the dresses. argh..realli like so remoted dwn dere...but i dun mind actualli..cuz i dun hav to care a hoot abt the customers...n..no encounters with any xiao long nus fer the day..yay! hmm..1/2 thru the day. she called and was realli damn upset/angry/agitated abt wrk. haiz..its been hard on her mann.. well. i decided nt to harp on the upsetting matter so i kept thinkin of ways to cheer her up...hee..which i always believe is the best cure fer all anger prob. bt wadever it is. i will always be dere to let her vent out her frustration on..=) such a nice and kind soul here mann..
went back hme. finally gt the chance n time to open up all my christmas prezzie..haha..i noe its abit late but..i cant help it! hmmm..i love all the things mann..thanks ppl! oh..den i began to indulge myself in all the chocos. haha..esp wad leo gave me...so unique can..the wonka choco is yummy..was eatin that n some other chocos while chatting with her..
chatted quite some stuff fer the night...felt better after all the sharing and hearing...but still...i cant control my thoughts abt negative things, my fear, worries and things lidat. haiz..so i guess i'll see hw things goes ba...but all i noe is tt no matter wad happens, i will juz let things be ah. haiz..nvm..wadever la..let it be. let it be. let it be. ok..well..its a freaking 3 hrs on the phone i think..haha..crapping.seriousness.craps again..haha..and yes. she's slpin like a dead log nw i think. i am gonna suan her and blame her like shit tml cuz. she actualli dozed off when i am STILL happily talking to her larrr!!!...eeew....hw hw hw considerate hurr..HMPH. shall prepare my weapon ltr to deal with her le.